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PostSubject: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:15 am

He stood before the front doors to the castle his red hair floating a bit around his head. Since being reborn nothing made sense. Although here he could sense them the five Prophets. He closed his eyes only a moment before pushing the doors open nothing more then a nineteen year old boy.

He walked in ignoring Neikan. Not that Neikan wasn't important but for him. There was only one he needed to speak with right now. He walked as if he had the right to be there through the castle. Unaware that Hati and Skill were there fighting off things.....that they should have never been made to bare.

He walked through and up to the one he was looking for. One who was so achingly hard on himself always was and full of the worlds sorrow.

"Thanh Rasul. Guardian god of Asgard. Father of Midgar."He said looking at him at his back. "Can you tell me....what everyone is talking about. What is Ragnarock? What happened to Baldir? Where are my children..... The one I love what happened to her? What has happened....since I was made to sleep in deaths embrace? I have been reborn but nothing.....nothing is making sense......what has Odin done since the day he.....killed me?"
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 3:44 am

Rei turned, not used to hearing his Latinized name anymore. "Loki...a lot has changed since you've been gone from Asgard...your wife...is no longer alive...and...your five children....have all suffered greatly...and Odin...has caused so much hate in Fenrir..." he answered sadly as he looked at Loki before he looked down the empty hall.

"Your wife...had two more sons after you were gone...one died waiting for your return...the other has let hate for you harden his heart and has been driven insane...Fenrir, Hati, Skoll, He'll and Jorgumound were all split, divided from one another. Fenrir was tricked and forever bound to the earth by chains that he cannot break while he awaits Skoll and Haiti for devour the sun and moon and set about the beginning of the end of this world as wished by Odin... while Jorgumound forever bites his tail at the Earth's core and He'll watches over the underworld..." he began to explain lowly, sadly as he could not force himself to see the hurt and hate in his beloved friend's eyes.

"Baldir...was killed and the blame for everything has been placed on you and Fenrir...Fenrir's anger still boils so deep that he wishes the start of Ragnarok just so he can be free to kill Odin and those who tricked him..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:18 am

Loki felt the stinging burn of tears as he reached up to touch the chocker he wore. Midori was gone he'd never hear her voice again. Never see her smile. His children and grandchildren all he loved the same. Fenrir had been tricked and was consumed with hate. Hel was trapped with the dead, Jorgumound made to swallow his own tail.....Hati and Skill to be given such a cruel fate. "I....know of Hijo....he was only a few weeks old when I was called to Asgard. Told Baldir was in danger....another.....Midori must have been pregnant.....Thanh my....son. The one I've lost his name....please..."Loki whispered as he knelt there tears free falling from his silver eyes.

"If he hates me so then let him come for me but why...why make my children suffer....why is Odin torturing them this way.....they have done him no wrong....Thanh how do I save them.....how do I stop this cruel fate from destroying my precious children."Loki asked as his tears fell hitting the castle floor he rested on his knees. One hand on the cool marble beneath him. How did he save his family when it was Odin who was ripping them apart. How did he keep them from suffering anymore....."It's my fault they suffer so....I'm the one he's after....I'm the reason he's hurting them....because I'm half giant I bring the taint into his pure Asgard."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 4:44 am

Finally looking at Loki, Rei knelled down and put a gentle hand on his old friend's shoulder. "As much as it pains me to say this...we must find a way to cool Fenrir's anger so that he can think clearly and then...I will free him from his confines and free Hati and Skoll from their fates as well...you can redirect all of Fenrir's hate to Odin...and...as much as I wish I didn't wish it...let your beloved son kill our beloved friend..." he told him lowly as he sat there with Loki.

He did smile a little though, when he began his next string of words, "Your youngest child...his name was Shoku...he died waiting for you to return, always believing that you'd come back, that it wasn't your fault..."

Rei sighed though. "This...is not your fault...this has all happened because of Odin's fear of your children...especially Fenrir. Fearing his strength as a god, Odin cast flase charges on him and they were believed...accused of being part of the source of Baldir's death and many other false crimes...he was cast to earth and tricked into the confines of his chains...taunted to try and break them when they were his weakness..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 5:10 am

Loki looked at Thanh with a sad pained look to be told to redirect all of Fenrir's hate to Odin. He closed his eyes bringing his own hand up to rest on Thanh's upon his shoulder. "You never say such things lightly. But you are right....the others would not have bore Fen-Fen ill will if they had not been made to believe the worst of him. I will speak with Fen-Fen."Loki said trying to calm back down.

But at hearing Shoku's name and that he died believing it wasn't his fault. That he wasn't there the things he no doubt heard. "Shoku....it hurts to know I have a son I never got the chance to know. I can only hope he found happiness."Loki said softly born into the world again didn't change the warm or playfulness inside of Loki.

He lowered his hand though letting go of Thanh's after a moment's pause. "If you know were Fen-Fen is I will go and speak with him, hopefully saving both my Dear Fen-Fen and Hati and Skill as well. It will take time but I will work on reaching Hijo. As to Jorgumound Hel I'll help them too. I'll work with my family Thanh....but....there is something more isn't there....what has Odin done...that allows even Thor to believe the worst of me...and yet you still believe in me. Loki asked sadly looking at him having no idea that this was all held together by a replica if Loki....one that was more giant then Loki himself actually was.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 7:12 am

Rei lowered his gaze then. What had Odin done? It was such a hard question to answer. "Perhaps the worst of the things he has done...is not casting me out of Asgard...but...creating a clone of you to enact all of these hateful crimes...killing Baldir and setting Odin's fears upon Fenrir who, up until your supposed betrayal, was a gentle man a loving guardian of the wolves...since you were supposedly a criminal, your family was made an example of and exiled at first, cast down to my planet as I was cast out...then...that wasn't enough...Odin, fearing Fenrir's rate of growth in strength and power, accused him of many crimes...they mocked his strength, tricking him into his confines and left him there to seethe in anger and hate while he awaits his sons to bring about the dawn of Ragnarok..." he stopped for a few moments, finally raising his gaze to look at Loki.

"Even worse...is the simple fact that he has since betrayed not only Fenrir and your children, but he has become a cruel spiteful being who has betrayed his entire kingdom by telling them lies about their guardians who have all since fled or been exiled for what Odin deems treason for wishing this world well..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 5:11 pm

Loki closed his eyes. A clone of him, to make others believe Loki had done such terrible things. His beloved children were punished, made an example of. Fen--fen who had always been a gentle loving wolf had been tormented till his loving heart had become filled with hate. Loki took a deep breath looking up at Thanh. "I have to find and stop this clone. Save my children and stop Odin." Loki looked a Thanh taking a deep breath. "I'msorry Thanh, you both were close. This must hurt."Loki said sadly looking at Thanh he and Odin had been close the best of friends. "How much do you remember of your time in the Imperial Heavens? Of being the Guardian God of Balance? Of the reason you brought life to Midgar?" Loki asked having no idea that they were trying to convince him he was a war god. That weight would only bring more sorrow to such a gentle kind man.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 8:45 pm

Rei closed his eyes and sighed. "I no longer feel pain from the wounds Odin has created...he cast me out and left me as mortal..." he began lowly, sadly before his eyes went wide and then grew sadder still. Guardian God? He was...a War God...was he not?

"I...don't remember much...but what I do remember...was of my role as War God...nothing else is there anymore...I remember faintly that I was cast out of Asgard for creating Earth, for creating Midgar, for giving birth to its people...but...I don't know anything it seems...not now..." he answered sadly. "It seems...everything my beloved friend has told me was a lie...and...as much as I wish it not to be so...my sadness doesn't grow for it...instead...my heart hardens and I wish him dead..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:01 pm

Loki went a bit wide eyed at the words War God. "Thanh, my dear friend your were never a War God. Thanh Rasul, the lands beloved Nihal Vital is the Guardian God of Asgard. One of the five Divine Guardian gods of the Imperial Heavens. Your powers were the ability to bring balance and warmth to those around you. Forever a guiding light. For a very long time both you and Odin walked guiding Asgard in times of peace. You helped with Thor who had problems his temper. You saw the truth first with Baldir and I. That everyone was drawn to Baldir's light but didn't see him. So you sent them to meet me as a child. While all I wanted was some to be a friend. We did the three if us became the best of friends as you knew we would. But as we got older my pranks and light mischief aside you kept warning Odin of an in balance. Not just in Asgard, Amias was expressing his concerns for his lands so was your other brothers. Odin would not hear you. And soon after war broke out as the in balance continued to grow. You to try to bring things back and protect Amias picked up a sword for the first time. But you looked down at Midgar which had slowly been changing and was ready to support life. Thanh you turned from the fight. Amais safe in his lands castle away from harm and began creating mortals. Odin yelled at you to stop. You told him that the strife the imbalance was because the Imperial Heavens needed this. Needed these mortal children to watch over and believe in them. And they in the Gods. For everyone had been too losing without a purpose."

Loki paused here to breathe as a sad pained look came into his sliver eyes looking into Thanh's own. "As you gave form to Midgar brought it balance and children. Gave birth to the realm of man Odin in fury attacked you with everything he had. Striking at you screaming that he Odin-king of Asgard forbid it. You continued as he cut away at you defending yourself Thanh....perhaps this is were I...incurred his wrath, he nearly stopped you his spear aiming for your heart. I used Laveatien he missed striking directly and you were able to finish Midgar falling to this world your powers as a god fading as was your life. Odin swore he would punish me for my role in defying him. I told him he was wrong to fear change. Amias no longer able to sense you among the living gave up his god-hood to follow you. Siren caught your fractured and nearly destroyed soul....they say he did something only he the true lord of death could do. That he gave you a gift he could only give once, used it as the core to bind and heal your soul...and placed you into the well of souls."

Loki looked down at his hands which rested on his lap. One had his wedding ring the other Laveatien, he closed his eyes. The Trickster as he was called, it wasn't because he was the king of lies, but rather he simply enjoyed playing games and pranks. "Since my rebirth I knew I had to grow up and get away from my human parents I had to find you. They spoke of Nihal Vital the War God who brought Midgar into being. But Nihal was not a god of war who sought the death of others. He was the gentle loving god of Balance who was saddened by the suffering of others and always trying to bring them peace and happiness. Thanh always was hardest on himself if anyone suffered around him even a little. Rei Takusen, the vampire he has been reborn as has struggled far to long under a lie that he is a dark and terrible man when he's not. When the world is out of balance you heart echoes the worlds discord." Loki looked up at him sadly. Loki looked as if he was going to cry and did not for Loki himself this time it his children but for Rei who had been made to suffer and torture himself under the weight of lies told to him. He cried for this gentle loving man who no doubt suffered and struggled so much because of things inside of him he didn't understand. What Soren had given to Thanh was the light of his own heart and soul. Just because something was dark didn't make it evil. Just abrasive.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sat Aug 30, 2014 11:54 pm

Rei sat there for a long while in silence before he looked back down at his knees. He could feel himself growing colder. A coldness that he knew would lead to anger. "All of this time...I have been left here to suffer by the man I thought to be my best friend..." he began lowly, softly in a hushed voice. "All of this time, he lied to me and forced me into battles and darkness I had never been meant to be in...and now...because of all of my struggles and suffering...I can never be the same man again...my heart has become hardened and darkened...I hesitate no longer to kill, rape or maim...I scream no more when a body falls at my feet...and I weep no more for those who die by my hands..."

He finally rose his head again to look at Loki. "Look at what he's made me into Loki...look at what he's done..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:19 am

Loki looked at Rei in sadness. As his tears continued to fall. "I see what he has done. How much he has made you hurt and stuffed over the centuries. I can see it in your eyes." Loki said sadly as he reached up and brushed at his eyes trying to get his tears to stop. Wounds that hea,end that left behind scars on the heart and changed the once kind gentle and pure man. He was still kind but he was also cold to his enemies.

Loki looked at the once gentle God of Balance. 'If I had seen his trap....if I had avoided it, would Midori be alive my children be safe and sound....could I have saved you Thanh....as you always sought to save everyone else. As you saved me when you introduced me to Baldir and Thor.....' Loki thought sadly as he without thinking reached out placed his hand gently against the side of Rei's face looking into his eyes. "I am looking. I can see the scars join your heart in your soul that he has forced you to bare. My heart weeps for the man before me. For my friend that I could not be there for. I am sorry for everything he has made you endure. For all the pain he has caused you. And because as I look at you I know.....I will not mourn the day the shell of the man baring Odin's name dies. Because that man died long ago." Loki moved to stand. "Forgive me I am going to find Fen-Fen. Then the rest if my children, remove the clone.....and silence Odin for all he has done and will continue to do.....Rei. Although I have no right to ask but....can you continue to keep Hati and Skill here safe away from everything? So far they have suffered the least because of him.....if possible I'd like to keep Fen-Fen's son's as far away from all of this as I can. I....would also like to ask you to leave this to me....to please stay here so no more suffering comes your way. I will....deal with my half-brother" Loki said able to hear them in the castle talking and arguing further in neither one seemed aware he was there.....
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 12:30 am

Rei closed his eyes and put a hand to Loki's as he felt the touch. So warm...just like he once was... "Loki...I wish I could say that I will let you do as you wish...but...because I have been changed, I can see it now...this isn't safe for you either...it will once again bring about suffering to you...I won't let you be the one to deal with him...not alone..." he said lowly as he finally stood, his eyes ever sad, but his expression now hollow and cold. There it was again...that darkness seeping through his facade.

"I will let you see Fenrir...but...Loki...I..." he was interrupted as he heard shattering of glass and the screams of anger. "I know he's fucking here now tell me where he is you fucker!"

"What the hell are you talking about?! I don't even know who the hell you're looking for!" Neikan screamed as he slammed his boot-clad foot down on the floor in anger. Easily upset, Neikan wouldn't be yelled at and let this man get away with it. He was someone who seemed familiar, and yet he looked different. A 13 tattooed under his left eye and his right ear pierced and a single handcuff attached to his right wrist.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 1:41 am

Loki sighed softly as Rei caught his hand and said that. A sad smile gracing his features. "I had a feeling you'd say that. Even if I begged you....you would not let me handle this alone. But thank you. And thank you for letting me talk to Fen-Fen." Loki said as he paused at the sound of the angry raised voices. Gethin no Neikan now and the other....Loki moved his hand linking it with Rei's and tugging it gently almost imploring him to come. Loki could handle the world hating him but of his precious children. Right now he really was just a nineteen year old human boy. Reborn Itazura Kasaihanshu he didn't know how he'd handle emotionally if Hijo when they were done still hating him. Even if he was restored to his God-hood now that he had come of age.

Loki more or less tugged Rei into the throne room and in before after a moment letting go of Rei's hand and stepping forwards. "Its alright Gethin ....er. Neikan.....,Hijo is looking for me....." Loki said as he walked towards his son. A sad pained loom in his eyes. "I thought....I would be able to handle it Rei....but it hurts. It hurts to see Hijo and know all that was taken from me. That I never got to see him do or learn." Loki said his hand closing into a fist digging his black nails into his own flesh ripping deep easily. The necklace Loki wore was from Midori and Hijo. She had told him Hijo had picked out the black gemstones that made no the chain around his neck and the small flame hanging off while Midori picked the opal in the center. Hijo had put it together. But Loki didn't think he'd remember it he was too young. "I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you Hijo....that I couldn't keep my promise and come home..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 1:57 am

Rei had been about to say something, to respond when he was stopped by the sudden jerk on his arm. Dragged into the throne room, he came face to face with Hijo and Neikan.

Neikan just growled lowly in annoyance and crossed his arms. "Damn it Loki...at least tell a person hi when you come into their house...."he said bitterly as he moved past Hijo and plopped, rather ungracefully, onto his throne.

Hijo though, glared coldly at his father. "I don't give a damn about your sorry's...mom's were just the same...and she lied to me...fed me lies my entire life..." he retorted lowly, coldly. However, he smiled though, at the words "It hurts".

"Good...let it hurt. Let the wound fester until it's infested with maggots...let the tears forever stain your cheeks...let your heart ache as much as mine did..." he said, the smile twisted and broken. He no longer knew if he was happy or angry that his father had left him to live a life full of lies. "I hope it eats at you...the sight of my face as you realize the things I've done growing up..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 2:16 am

Loki went wide eyed. "Lies? What are you talking about? What were you told I don't understand...."Loki said after glancing at Neikan he'd apologize later. But right now he didn't understand what he was talking about. "What...what did Midori tell you? What happened to you... I....I promised Midori I'd return. But I walked into a trap it cost me my life. I don't know what happened to you. I'm here trying to learn what happened to my children..."Loki said shaking his head as he felt his blood beginning to run cold his children could hurt him further and faster then anyone.

Loki looked at him. "I left you with a ring. With one of Laveatien's copy's I told Midori to give it to you when you turned a month old....when I left you were a week shy....it has the power to force the truth. Use it if you believe I'm lieing if for the first time in my life I would choose to lie and it be to my son. I play games but I do not lie Hijo. So use it....I have nothing to fear from its power.... I'll tell you the same thing death was the only thing that could keep me from coming home to hold my son in my arms. To keep me from my family."Loki said fighting against the cold creeping into his being. It hurt so very much as he started crying. His hand coming up to touch the necklace. He had no idea at all what all Midori had done in his absence...,and hadn't done. That she may have not given him the ring or if she had failed to tell him it was from his father.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 2:36 am

"Mom told me my real father left me when I was too little to remember, told me that my brother was someone else's son and that my father had abandoned us...lied to me and told me my full brother related by blood was only my half brother...." he looked down at his hand for a moment before he looked back up at Loki. His gaze as cold as his voice.

"She let me believe my entire life that I had no father...that he had left us both for some other woman or God only knows what...let me believe that my little brother was just my half brother...let me grow more and more out of touch with reality until I could no longer tel the different between truth and fiction...I no longer know the difference between emotions...they all just blur together...hate, anger, disgust, joy, sadness...I don't even know my true self anymore..." he explained as he pointed his finger at Loki. "You died, and so too did my childhood and my sanity...I hate you for ever even walking away...for ever even allowing that woman to feed me lies...lies that broke my heart and took my sanity..."

He lowered his hand though, clenching his fists at his sides. "Ring? The only thing mom left me is this..." he said lowly, raising his right hand and let the handcuff dangle. "She sent me away as a teen...sent me to a mental institution where I lived until the humans died...keeping me drugged so heavily I couldn't even wipe my own ass...forcing human filth down my throat as I gagged until eventually...I could eat it with a smile...she left me with as much hate as you....dad..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 2:57 am

Loki looked at him. Regarded him looking over Hijo's frame before sighing softly closing his eyes. A handcuff....something that should have broken off by now if he had had it that long. "You really hate me so much you hate yourself don't you. I can't claim to understand why Midori felt she had to lie to you to receive you when she knew I valued honesty above anything. So that being said. Hate me Hijo, hate me for dying for going to save a childhood friend at the hands of my half-brother I can not change that. But that handcuff. Since the day it was placed around your wrist you have not been able to remove it. It can not break. No matter what happens around you. It doesn't even get a fissure in the metal." Loki said looking at him.

Loki shook his head. "Honestly the idea you've done anything terrible makes my heart weep but it doesn't change how I feel about you. I love you Hijoshiki. So am I correct the 'handcuff' won't come off no matter what you do yes?"Loki said gently looking at him waiting for the answer.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 8:56 pm

Hijo lowered his hand and shook his head. "See...that's where you're wrong..." he told Loki lowly. "I hate myself much more than I could ever hope to hate my family...even the most twisted parts of me, for some damn reason, still cling to some shred of love for you both...even after everything that's been done to me..." he admitted lowly, but it was clear that it disgusted him. It made him sick that he could even hold a single shred of love or compassion in his heart for his mother and father.

He did tisk though, at Loki's words about the handcuff. He looked away from him as his left hand came to rest on the cold metal of the handcuff. "It hasn't come off since the day that it was put there...and I've never tried to take it off...never wanted to...it's what fuels me...what pushes me to remember the things she's done when I have times of pathetic weakness and think of her fondly..." he admitted as his grip tightened on it, his knuckles turning white.

"As much as I hate to say this...you're right...it's never once been scratched or even rusted..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 9:29 pm

"I don't agree with what she has done. But I know now what she did do. She changed Laevatien hide it in that form and put you there. Odin my half bother sought to make all my children suffer if she did all of this what reason she figured would he have to turn his attention to you. Midori must have believed my blood would keep anything they would inject you with from affecting you. But deity heritage does not come into being until the child turns eighteen. I told her this when you were born Hijo. It was why I wanted to be certain you had Laevatien after turning a month old. It would respond to the sleeping deity blood protecting you from those who would wish you harm." Loki said as he walked forwards despite his child's claim to hate him.

Loki walked up to Hijo reaching out and grabbing his left wrist turning the handcuff slightly as he sighed looking it over. "Laevatien, wake¡" Loki spoke with a firmness a power fire rushing from his own fingertips to wrap around the handcuff seemingly melting the metal around Hijo's wrist without burning him. But here Loki shoved his hand in his pickect letting go of his son's hand turning to walk away. "In a moment Laevatien will take a form best suited to you...you'll be able to use it properly from here. I....can't take back dying. I can't give you back that missing time. I can't explain or even fully understand no matter how much I try why Midori chose to lie to and hurt my precious sons. All I can do now is set my children free kill the bastard whose is running around with my name.....and kill the fucking bastard who calls himself my half brother.....find yourself Hijo. You deserve happiness....you should have never have had to suffer even a moment just because you were my son."Loki said sadly but he had always been made to believe that because he was half fire Giant he should never have been born.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 9:52 pm

Hijo, without meaning to, grabbed Loki's wrist and held it there, his eyes moving down to stare at his father's hand for a long while in silence. It looked like he was glaring at it, but he wasn't. He knew deep down, that he wasn't as angry as he claimed to be, more hurt than anything. He was angry at his mother, for not listening to letting him become so sick at the hands of humans...angry with her for never telling him the truth before she died....

"I couldn't tell you...how many times I dreamed about holding this hand as a kid...to be able to just reach out and take his hand as we walked down the street or to piggy back ride as we played in the yard....I hated myself because I believed that I was so completely horrible that no one could love me...and now...it's a wonder anyone would..." he said lowly as he turned Loki's hand over and traced the lines on his hand with his fingers.

"I blame myself for so much...and put the blame for my self-hate onto you...even though...as a kid...I dreamed of learning your face, of laughing and smiling with you..."

It was such strange words for him to admit out loud. Words shouldn't have a taste, but his did...they were coppery and tasted so bitter. It was something he had never expected to admit to anyone. And as he stood there, the handcuff didn't change, instead, it stayed the same...the only changes? A stone of Black Opal formed where the lock used to be and the metal turned gold instead of silver.

Letting go of Loki's hand, he closed his eyes and shook his head. "Even if you are my father...you're an idiot..." he said lowly before he opened those beast like eyes which reflected light and made them seem to glow. "Finding myself was never my problem...it was finding you. Not to mention...now that I have...happiness isn't something I care to find..."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 10:13 pm

Loki snorted. "Idiot.Now there's something I haven't heard in a while."Loki said bemused shaking his head as his youngest living son had grabbed his wrist stopping him although he sighed softly before moving yanking such a foolish self-hating child to him wrapping his arms around his son. One hand coming up to rest on his head. Fingers laying in the soft black hair. "Don't you ever think for a single moment that I don't want any of my children. When I returned to life my heart wept. How much of your life I had missed. Your first days if school. Your first crush. Everything....getting to play with you. Hijo I cherish all if my children that includes you. And perhaps someday....if your willing you can tell me about your life and about Shoku's. I don't care the good or bad. Your my child that's all that matters to me."Loki said looking down at the top of his head waiting to be shoved away.

All of his children. He would save them all. All that were still living....and then put a stop to the clone and his brothers madness. "I love you Hijo."
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Sun Aug 31, 2014 10:56 pm

Hijo, instead of pushing away, closed his eyes. The warmth of a father...he had never gotten to feel it. But as he stayed there, his eyes flew open and tears began to fall. Only now...did he remember this smell, these arms... "All of my life...I tired to remember you....what you looked like...and only now...have I been able to remember..." he whispered as he turned his face into Loki's chest and cried, "I hate you....but I love you!" It was the hardest he had ever cried in his life.

How could he?...How could he have forgotten? He had forgotten the one thing no child should ever forget. He had forgotten his own father's face, his own father's scent....

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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Mon Sep 01, 2014 12:05 am

Loki took a deep breathe as he suddenly finally perhaps began to understand his son's hate of him. It wasn't that Hijo hated him to the core, it was a child's anger perhaps, a child's hate. He hated that Lokimhad not been there. That Loki had died. If course Hijo knew dying wasn't Loki's fault but that didn't change the fact that it hurt. That he hated hiwmit made him feel inside. Loki realized that Hijo hated that Loki wasn't there to protect him from Midori, both him and Shoku. From her lies and everything she had put them through. As tears racked his soin's frame. Loki ran his fingers gently through his son's hair in am comforting manner. "Hijo....you should know I hesitated to go to Baldir. You were just born. Had just turned three weeks old when I received word that someone had found the means to kill my childhood best friend. At the time I stayed indoors for some reason I could not maintain my Avatar after you were born. I was holding you at the time the message arrived. I at first went to decline but Midori who hesitated to come near me insisted everything would be alright. That we both knew Baldir was no warrior and she was right...." Here Loki paused his hold tightened but not painfully but as if he feared that if he let to Hijo would dissapoear from his arms.

"I gently asked you to let go....you screamed and cried begged me not to go to stay. I thought it the fears if a child. You had bad dreams the last few nights before that so I'd hold you till you'd fall asleep. Midori took you from me and at that moment in front if you I had Leavatien make a copy if itself signed to your energy alone. Promising that I'd come home. I left with Hymdol and upon stepping off of the By frost I had Odin's spear piercing through my heart. The last thing I saw before darkness took me was your teary eyes egging me not to go had I listened to you Hijo. I would not have died that day......I'm not using an avatar being reborn I truly have two forms now....but I mention it...because do you want to see the difference? What I looked like to you then. The reason so many say it's a curse to be born the son of Loki Leavatien?" Loki said gently looking down at his son.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Mon Sep 01, 2014 12:17 am

Hijo buried his face deeper into his father, the tears still falling as he cried. "I had those nightmares of you...those god awful nightmares of you falling into a pool of your own blood, a lifeless corpse as Odin smiled over you....it terrified me...to know that that man...who claimed to be your friend and brother....would smile over your dead body...." he whispered, only now telling Loki of his nightmares and what they had really been about. He had wanted to beat his fist into his father's chest and tell him how stupid he thought he was...but at the same time...he couldn't let go.

When he was asked that though, he found himself nodding even while he clung to Loki like a small, helpless child. "I...wanna see what dad looks like..." he admitted softly, never able to remember fully what he had looked like to him as a kid, he was both curious and truly regretful of not being able to remember his own father's face.
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PostSubject: Re: The gears begin to turn.   Mon Sep 01, 2014 1:03 am

Loki looked at Hijo smiling gently as he took a step back brushing at his son's tears, "Hijo, no matter the dream, no matter the nightmare if you have them I will listen. Foresight is not a gift I have but it is one you do."Loki said as he hadn't actually let go of his son.

Loki smiled bringng one finger up to his own lips in a gentle be quiet a moment gesture before flames wraped around them both. Seeming to burn away Loki's clothes as what almost appeared to be black scales with red trim. A floating red tail above his shoulders his horns grew out black but flame kissed and his single braid in the back split into three he stepped back looking at Hijo as he held his are out to his sides slightly showing the birthmark beneath his navel.Loki really hadn't changed over all from then. But one could forget what a God looked. Even a half one like Loki. His hair looked like it was made out if flames in this state.

"This is how I was when I held you then Hijo. I do not blame you for not remembering. It is referred to as a God's Aura. To a new born... The memory of my face would fade..," Loki said walking forwards reaching out but here he hesitated no one minded touching him while he appeared safe to them. Not while he appeared half fire giant as if his touch could burn. His fingers hovered a hairs breath above Hijo's skin his black clawed fingertips not touching his son's smooth skin. "On my side you are part Asgard god...part fire giant. I am half Asgard God and half a Fire Giant.... A Jortan, foul child..and the reason my children suffer lies with me." Loki said sadly as he lowered his hand the innocence of his son was gone replaced by hate for him for dying and now surely for being the son of a monster like him on top of it.
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